Tag: journal

  • This Is Not Fan Fiction.

    Random pic ✅️⬆️ Random caption ✅️➡️ And I’d give up forever to touch you

    But first, the sidebar you didn’t ask for.

    Yesterday, I realised I was battling a silent addiction.

    I sat in the office for a good five minutes before everything started feeling deafeningly louder — the silence, the loneliness, the coldness of the room.

    Without noticing, I found myself reaching into my bag for my earphones.

    My hands trembled with an urgency that felt almost ridiculous, like a bobblehead bobbing on the dashboard of a lorry hurtling down a rocky road in Western Malaysia.

    For a fleeting moment, it genuinely felt as though I couldn’t bear another second without music.

    That’s my addiction.

    Music. Bet you were waiting for a druggy confession! Hah.

    But somewhere along the way, I had definitely forgotten how to sit alone with my own thoughts. That’s not great!

    So, here I am now, trying to sit alone with my thoughts (at least until these words get read, haha).

    Here’s the not-fan fiction you’ve been waiting for

    Someone told me I was trying to gather material to produce fan fiction for my blog.

    That seemed like a request.

    I need to please my audience, but I simply cannot come up with fan fiction out of nowhere. 

    Instead, I come bearing a poem I wrote last July about a totally fictional moment.

    I’m no Edgar Allan Poe. Enjoy, though.

    July Twenty Twenty-Five

    That’s all. Kthxbye!

  • What is this name!

    Random image ✅️⬆️ Random Caption ✅️➡️ So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell?

    Anyone who really knows me knows that I have a thing for names.

    When I was starting this site 10min ago (okay maybe 30 by the time I finished writing this), the blog name just appeared in my head out of nowhere — which, honestly, is how most important things in my life tend to happen.

    For those who aren’t Tamil-speaking, unmaireally just means true (உண்மை), really. It also has another meaning (in spoken Tamil) when read very quickly — which is quite the opposite of true, really.

    Anyway, I decided to start this blog because a friend told me I should write about what was going on at work and bothering us.

    While the statement was made in jest, it was quite insightful and inspiring. Lol.

    But, I will not be writing about work now! I am having fun with this blogging activity, feeling like I’m 25 again.

    Okay, Ground Rules (for me, obviously):

    No AI. Why blog if I am going to be pasting thoughts and writings from an intelligence that isn’t even real? Lame.

    No formalities, no perfection-obsession. Screw the perfect grammar, perfect English, perfect anything. If you want to read something properly written, go buy a book. (Author Recommendation: Ernest Hemingway)

    No identity revelations. I suppose, only the people who know me will have this blog URL in the beginning. So, that’s that.

    Okay time check: 2am. This means, igtgkthxbyegn